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Haa.. Before I start I wanna complain about my nails..It's broken! and it's painful.. I had to use plaster and wrap it and the plaster got this sticky thing that keep dirty my HP screen! =(



Besides my RS stuffs.. everything seems normal..Learning driving and slacking around. Had been thinking should I take up the tourism course from SIM or just take up business or marketing..Sigh..

RS had been messy since don't know when..usually it's only good for awhile..until the rainy days has cleared then I'll blog about RS..

I feel that I had been keeping myself busy not think abt RS.. I want to continue study..I want to be stronger.. Most importantly I want myself be closer to GOD and be happy.. Family RS had been quite bad and it affects my mood. I don't even feel like bother about this family RS anymore..

Had been doing meet up with hui and huiling jie for this week..I feel happy to meet them..and talk about life and problems..from a girl who just like to keep things to myself until I tried sharing, I felt happy and being loved. =) hmm..but ofcourse there's more deep down that it's very hard to share..

Last night, I just felt so upset then I look a the Kid's Bible beside my Bed. I always complain that it's so hard to read and understand bible when it's not related to real life.. Until last nite, when I flipped open the Bible and it's the chapter referring to JOB.

WHEN BAD THINGS HAPPEN..JOB 1:13-22
God blessed JOB in everything and then took away everything because God wants to prove to Satan that JOB really loves God. When bad things happened, JOB didn't blame God but still even worshipped him.. I was thinking..JOB situation is much more sad and hurting than mine..then I think GOD is trying to hint me that I should go back to him..Had not been going church and get closer to GOD for around 1 year..Though Cynthia once told me don't give up praying.. I tried, but was too hurt. I just know how to blame GOD for the unhappiness, but forgotten about the blessings..

JUST BEING THERE HELPS..JOB 2:11-13
Have you ever felt so sad that you couldn't even talk about it? ..At times like this, we need help..
I realised that whenever I'm really sad, as long as there's someone there to listen or just see me cry I also feel much better.. Even if it's QQ! but most of the time I cry infront of her she pushed me! -__-
JOB's friend came to comfort him, when they saw JOB they couldn't even recognize him.. They just sat down on the ground with JOB for 7 days and nights..and no one said a word to him. That's beacause they saw how much he was suffering..

The book explaination helped me to understand this...It's hard to understand why bad things happen. I may want to cry or may be hurt, but I need GOD's love too.. He wants us to trust him , even when things go wrongs.. I'm not sure how long I can be close to GOD but I really hope I could.
Jerniece signing off @6:21 PM

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Hello^^ Me. Thiang Jie Si Jerniece [Jernny]: Called by BF only. Birthdate. 3rd May 1988 L.o.v.e.s ♥ Royce chocolate is my addiction. ■ candies can make me happi.■ Dance when i'm high.■ Music take my stress away. ■ Volleyball & blading are my fav ball sports!■ Mahjong is my fav time-consuming activity! Addicted to KOREAN BAND BIG BANG! esp. TOP ■ adore JAY's Chou Talent!■ LIKE JAM Hsiao's VOCAL >.<

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